Amber L. Johnson – She Dims the Stars Release and Review

12657374_1724532547760858_7950510279103926804_oShe Dims The Stars

Summary:

Who is Audrey Byrd?
Ask her ex-best friend, Cline Somers, and he’ll tell you that she’s the girl who inexplicably stopped talking to him when they were fifteen years old, leaving him with nothing but questions and bitterness for the better part of the next six years.
Ask his roommate, Elliot Clark, and he would say that Audrey is the enigmatic girl who randomly showed up outside a window one day and turned his whole world upside down in a matter of moments.
Ask Audrey herself and she’ll tell you that she has no idea who she is, because her entire life is a lie. However, the older she gets the more she needs answers about who she really is.
What she discovers is a tangled web of secrets better left in the dark.
Some truths do more harm than good.
***Recommended for readers 18+ due to sensitive subject matter, language and situations

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Excerpt
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It’s started to sprinkle, and we’ve ridden five rides so far, walked the entire length of the fairgrounds, and watched a group of nine year olds tap dance in skirts bigger than my bedroom. The smile on Audrey’s face is enormous, and I can’t stop staring at her.
She’s holding a funnel cake in one hand and a custard in the other while I balance a corn dog and massive soda myself. Cline and September have gotten on the Ferris wheel, and it will be at least another ten minutes before they make it to the top and all the way back around. We head away from the lights and sounds toward the grass and rocks of a field just beyond the parameters of the fairgrounds. There’s a slight breeze as we go to sit, and Audrey’s skirt flies up, making her laugh and attempt to grab it with both of her full hands. She’s unsuccessful and ends up landing on her ass gracelessly, powdered sugar sliding from the plate onto her lap in the process.
“Figures. I’m over here trying to act like a lady, and all the elements are against me.” She shakes her fist at the sky in false anger.
“You don’t have to act like a lady,” I tell her just as I turn to look and see that she’s taken a huge bite out of the funnel cake and has white powder all over her cheeks and under her nose. “I retract that statement. Maybe trying a little bit would be helpful.”
Her laugh causes more powdered sugar to go flying into the air. She passes the food over to me, and we share it until it’s all gone and we’ve cleaned up the best we can, though her red dress has spots that won’t come out without a good washing. The sprinkles of water are doing little to help with the situation. They simply disappear into the fabric as soon as they make contact.
We stare at the lights of the fair beyond us, such a stark contrast to the dark night sky, obliterating any stars that are shining above it. It reminds me of how I feel when I’m around Audrey. How loud and bright and chaotic she can be. How she can swallow the entire environment around her until she’s the only focal point. She could dim even the brightest of stars if she’d just get out of her head.
My attention is back on her as my thoughts turn in my head and I can see her staring back up at me, the flashing lights in the distance reflected in her dark eyes. I lean forward and she doesn’t move, just keeps watching as I advance.
“You want me to kiss you so badly right now,” I say.
Her eyebrows draw together and she snorts, her eyes darting away instead of holding steady with my own. “No, I don’t.”
“Yes, you do. I can see it. But, I’m not going to. Not until you ask me. Because I think that’s a thing for you—asking people to do stuff. Asking for things. So, when you finally decide you’re ready for that kiss, you just let me know.”
She leans back on her elbows and looks up at the sky, her ponytail dragging along the grass as her eyes close and the rain hits her face lightly. “Nah. You’ll be waiting forever and a day, Elliot. I’m not gonna ask you to kiss me. We should keep it just like this. All this yearning. This build up to nothing. Will they? Won’t they?” Her eyes open and she looks over her shoulder at me, teasing, but her face is serious. “We’re gonna be the greatest love story never told.”

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Beyond Books 5 Star Review

10360561_841800452597764_2846067938964826635_nAudrey Byrd is ‘on’ all the time. It’s exhausting reading her – behind the jokes & smiles she hides her anxiety and depression. Elliot Clark is a computer geek getting over being dumped. At first I though he was a bit of a gimp but he’s really not. His room mate Cline was Audrey’s best friend growing up until inexplicably, she wasn’t.

She Dims the Stars follows Audrey, Elliot and Cline as they road trip through her late mothers journals in hopes to find out more about the woman who died after giving birth and herself.

Amber L. Johnson has a knack of taking sensitive subjects (Puddle Jumping) and telling stories that will both make you smile and cry within a few sentences. The subject of She Dims the Stars is handled beautifully and with care.

The characters are likeable especially Elliot, he’s sweet, geeky and clever. I loved that his relationship with Audrey evolved naturally even though her mental health could have easily scared him away. He was compassionate; understanding.

Audrey is one of those characters that seems to have an almost ethereal quality about her. She seems to float about on a cloud of I don’t have a care in the world when really, she has so many problems it’s scary. Despite this, she’s likeable and you can imagine being friends with her in fact, she could be your best friend. And this is the scary part. She’s hiding so much about herself from Elliot and Cline but also there are things she believes about herself that just aren’t true and likewise, there are truths about her that she has no clue about, truths that have devastating results. None of this is helped by the awful Miranda who gives even Cinderella’s step mother a run for her money. She’s the perfect character you love to hate!

“We’re gonna be the greatest love story never told.”

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Cline comes across as a bit of a buffoon to start but, once he knows why his friendship with Audrey stalled, he’s loyal to a fault.

This book will stay with you long after you turn the last page. Moments of sadness are laced with humour, love and friendship. A story of discovering hard truths; sinking as low as you can go and swimming back to the surface. Learning to breath. And as Elliot says –

‘She doesn’t need saving she never did. I gave her the hero she deserved: herself’.

I loved this story and look forward to reading anything that comes from Amber in the future.

About the author

10156014_766438096710535_8228097340109382132_nAmber lives in Texas with her amazingly talented husband and incredibly gifted son. Most known for her novella Puddle Jumping (a 2014 Goodreads Choice Award for Best YA) she is constantly trying her hand at new genres and ideas to force herself to think outside the box.

She is inspired by music, her family, a close group of friends, and real life. Mostly in that order.

 

 

 

 

 

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